181205. yoongi & taehyung.
Dec. 14th, 2018 01:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

WINTER.
December 5, 2018.
December 5, 2018.
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That went about as well as Yoongi could have expected and a lot better than his anxiety let him believe it would. If anything, it's a fucking relief to have everyone know — both that he's with Jungkook now and that he's not straight. Even if he's never completely hidden that, it's also only been about a week since he first came out to anyone. Maybe he should have known it would snowball like this, that he'd be unable to hide for much longer. Now he doesn't have to.
Now he has the best reason not to.
They spent so long pretending not to like each other. He doesn't want to do that anymore, not more than they have to. They still have to be careful when they're around anyone else, still have to hide from their parents, but at least they have a safe space in the classroom where they can just be themselves.
Once it's over, he settles back at the piano, improvising a melody, light and bright and quick. It's not his best, his hands still shaking a little, but he likes it all the same.
Now he has the best reason not to.
They spent so long pretending not to like each other. He doesn't want to do that anymore, not more than they have to. They still have to be careful when they're around anyone else, still have to hide from their parents, but at least they have a safe space in the classroom where they can just be themselves.
Once it's over, he settles back at the piano, improvising a melody, light and bright and quick. It's not his best, his hands still shaking a little, but he likes it all the same.
An autumn post office presence
Nov. 25th, 2018 11:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Kim Seokjin lives so much of his life carefully. Everything is bound up in what's proper, in invisible rules that he follows just in case something he does makes it back to his father. None of those careful, unspoken rules dictate what he should do about going into a music store except, probably, that he shouldn't be spending 68,000 won on an acoustic guitar.
He sends a post about how he's about to make a terrible decision and something about Namjoon's dread encourages him. Maybe because he still remembers their talk about living by made up rules that make no sense. No one is going to care if he buys a guitar. It's not like learning an instrument will bring shame on his family. Why can't he try it?
What he decides on isn't particularly extravagant. It's a handsome guitar made of blonde wood, advertised as a 'starter' guitar. It comes in a simple case and he grabs a few instruction books too. There's no point in making a stupid impulse buy if he can't even figure out how to play it.
Rather than go straight home, Seokjin takes his new guitar and goes to the empty classroom instead. The abandoned piano sits in the middle of the room and Seokjin sits on the bench, propping the instruction book on the piano's sheet music ledge.
On impulse, he takes a quick selca and posts it, telling his friends where he'll be. After all, Yoongi did promise music lessons...
He sends a post about how he's about to make a terrible decision and something about Namjoon's dread encourages him. Maybe because he still remembers their talk about living by made up rules that make no sense. No one is going to care if he buys a guitar. It's not like learning an instrument will bring shame on his family. Why can't he try it?
What he decides on isn't particularly extravagant. It's a handsome guitar made of blonde wood, advertised as a 'starter' guitar. It comes in a simple case and he grabs a few instruction books too. There's no point in making a stupid impulse buy if he can't even figure out how to play it.
Rather than go straight home, Seokjin takes his new guitar and goes to the empty classroom instead. The abandoned piano sits in the middle of the room and Seokjin sits on the bench, propping the instruction book on the piano's sheet music ledge.
On impulse, he takes a quick selca and posts it, telling his friends where he'll be. After all, Yoongi did promise music lessons...