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Jimin ([personal profile] caughtinalie) wrote in [community profile] hotel_omelas2019-02-04 08:59 am

a day on the beach [dated to 2/9]

It's really not warm enough for a beach trip, but maybe that's why they're doing it. It's an impractical trip, a flight of fancy that hadn't been planned or anticipated, a spare afternoon where none of them have other plans, or at least no plans that can't be changed. They have a free few hours and Jin's truck and nothing in the world sounds better than spending a few stupid hours together.

The hyungs all pile into the cab, Jin hyung and Joonie hyung up front, the other two just behind them while Jimin and Taehyung and Jungkook make themselves comfortable in the bed. Or at least as comfortable as they can with a few blankets, their cheeks turning a frigid pink as the wind whips at their skin. It's next to impossible to carry on any conversation back there, but that hardly stops them from trying, the three of them screaming and laughing into the wind, rejoicing in the opportunity to just be away from the rest of the world, to exist in just this exact moment with nothing else weighing them down.

Jimin's ears are ringing by the time hyung pulls onto the familiar stretch of beach, body buzzing from the vibration of the truck on the road as he hops out.

It's even colder here than it'd been in the city, the wind rushing off the water, chilling Jimin to the bone despite his big, puffy coat. But it feels amazing, the sand soft under his shoes as he runs up ahead, glancing back at his friends as he comes dangerously close to the edge of the water, hands still stuffed in the pockets of his coat. The dulled sunlight glints off the truck, a little blink as the sun is enveloped in another blanket of clouds.

They've only just got here, still have hours to spend doing just about whatever they want and yet, some part of Jimin is already dreading when it all ends.

[personal profile] venomambition 2019-02-20 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
Hoseok's face goes warm when Jimin says he didn't want to stop looking at him, and he can't really fathom it, that Jimin found him worth looking at all the way back then. He sometimes finds it hard to believe he's worth all the attention Jimin's giving him now, even when he considers that Jimin doesn't see him as undesirable as society generally does. He's not handsome like some of their other friends, or cute like some of the others, like Jimin is himself. Honestly Hoseok feels like everyone around him is so beautiful where he's plain at best and ugly at worst, and while his looks don't usually bother him, he wishes he could be nice looking for Jimin.

But he believes what Jimin says, can see that Jimin's telling the truth by the earnestness of his expression, and it makes Hoseok's heart ache. Jimin sees something in him, something precious, and Hoseok plans to treasure Jimin, wants to hold onto Jimin as long as he possibly can, forever if he has anything to say about it.

"It was the way looked at me," he says, gripping the sleeve of Jimin's coat in his fist, tightening the embrace of his arm about Jimin's shoulders. "When I saw you alone it reminded me of me," he goes on. "When I came over you stared at me like no one had ever spoken to you like that before. And then you smiled and I just, I guess I just knew. My brain said he's going to be my friend."

It sounds a little stupid, maybe, but that's exactly how he'd felt that day when he first saw Jimin's smile, when Jimin agreed to let Hoseok walk him home. And he'd approached Jimin for his sake, but very quickly Hoseok had realized that Jimin's friendship was going to change his life for the better, too. He just never realized how much better, not until now.